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When I picture my hometown
There's a bronze,
spray-tanned statue of you
And a plaque underneath it
That threatens
to push me down the stairs
at our school
And it was always
the same searing pain
But I dreamed that, one day,
I could say
All that time
you were throwin'
punches, I was buildin'
somethin'
And I can't forgive
the way you made me feel
Screamed, "Fuck you, Aimee"
to the night sky
as the blood was gushin'
But I can't forget
the way you made me heal
And it wasn't a fair fight
Or a clean kill each time
that Aimee stomped
across my grave
And then she wrote headlines
In the local paper,
laughing at each baby
step I'd take
And it was always
the same searing pain
But I prayed that,
one day, I could say
All that time you were throwin'
punches, I was buildin'
somethin'
And I couldn't wait
to show you it was real
Screamed, "Fuck you, Aimee"
to the night sky
as the blood was gushin'
But I can't forget
the way you made me heal
Everyone knows that my mother
is a saintly woman
But she used to say
she wished that
you were dead
I pushed each
boulder up the hill
Your words are still
just ringing in my head,
ringing in my head
I wrote a thousand songs
that you find uncool
I built a legacy
that you can't undo
But when I count the scars,
there's a moment of truth
That there wouldn't be
this if there hadn't been
you...
And maybe you've
reframed it
And in your mind,
you never beat
my spirit black and blue
I don't think
you've changed much
And so I changed your name
and any real defining clues
And one day,
your kid comes home singin'
A song that only us two
is gonna know
is about you, 'cause
All that time you were throwin'
punches, it was all for nothin'
And our town,
it looks so small
from way up here
Screamed, "Thank you, Aimee"
to the night sky and
the stars are stunnin'
'Cause I can't forget
the way you made me heal
Everyone knows that my mother
is a saintly woman
But she used to say
she wished that you were dead
So I pushed each boulder
up that hill
Your words were still
just ringin' in my head,
ringin' in my head
Thank you, Aimee
Thank you, Aimee
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